a complicated junk

many times i saw your face
many times i've heard your voice
many times i've heard your complaints
many times i've heard your stories,whether it's bad or good

many times you fell down and i always there to catch you up
many times i saw your writings and never gets bored to read it
many times i trusted you
many times i depend myself on you

many times i fell down and you always there to catch me up
many times i complained bout my life and you were always listening
many times you make me smiled
many times i make you smiled

but what if,we are together get lost in the crowd?
i am not there and you're not here
what if,things getting difficult and we can't trust each other?
what if,i..starting to doubt you? can i trust?

what if,you start to see me as different vision
what if,i start to turn you into a big giant monster
what if,this transparent boundaries between us
slowly kill us,me and you

and you'll be questioning... what is the opposite of two?
and my answer will be.... lonely me..lonely you...

should we give up?
should we stop?
should we forget?
how about me?
how about you?
and... how about us?

xx, Ayu Putrinda Kurnia