This is how life goes on

when you think you know someone very well,
when you think he'll always gonna love you forever,
when you think he'll never say rude words to you,
when you think he's gonna be your true love,

But the truth is..
he caught between 'yes' and 'no',
he want freedom so badly so he threw you out of his life,
but on the other side, he knows that he still wants you,
he thinks no worry because he thought you're gonna stalking him forever,
so he put you in and out his heart, like a yoyo.

But what he doesn't know is..
you already give up on him,
you tired of this forever waiting,
you want to love again,
love someone who loves you more than he loves you,
you want to use this chance to find happiness,
and you realize that you're happier than ever.

But what does she get for telling him the truth..
A rude answer,
A forbidden words that a man can say to a woman,
suddenly you feel that "you're not belong to me anymore,coz you're immature",
"i can't live with someone who doesn't respect me as a woman",
you're not guilty at all,
because you're a free woman, free as a bird.

let us be what we have to be,
grow up and learn to letting go,
don't let hatred and revenge drown us apart.

you forgive him for all those words he said to you,
because you're grown up and already learned to letting go,
you think it's time to say goodbye to his intimate love,
but not goodbye to him,
because you know that he's gonna love you with different love.

so baby,try not to waste what's in front of you,
not to waste love that has been given to you,
because you'll end up having nothing but an empty hand.

and baby, this is how life goes on..


(for Chalie Rahadian,thank you for the 1st broken heart)

xx, Ayu Putrinda Kurnia